hello lover

the bash street kid.

lili/yen/me/els

me in bobby's awesome shades


all your crossdesserssssssss....


ashley looks awesome with the wolf headgear and the lolli


charine/adri/me


dan the rubik cube man


i like this. haha.


captain kirk and the bash street kid!


spock and the bash street kid


i love lili's headgear and her LOVE beatles hoodie


me/els/red - our lovely make up artiste! (who dressed as Ris Low)


the diva and i


melvin as Plush Toy man and Andy as Pompom boy


chang and i - the ruffles girl and bash street kid


 

 

hellogoodmorning there.  i hardly am ever online at this time of the MORNING but i have been awake for 24 hours and still counting.. I SO cannot wait for tonight after class where i'll be able to crash and rest on my bed.

i finished my essay. stupid tolstoy so indecisive old man.
have to head to work soon.

have a great week ahead everyone!


love,
the essay churning machine who overworked last night.
 

Lovely words - very apt for the season of the past weekend so far.  I was reminded again that sometimes, no matter how you think whatever's the right/best decision.. not many will see it the same way.  No, even if it's so clear cut and all that - some people will still not get it.  They don't see it at all and this amazes me.  (Please, sense the sarcasm) 

(I just typed a whole block of text and decided that no, I shall be mature about things and just not 'wash dirty laundry here'.  At least I have the decency and courtesy to think about this.) HAHA THE IRONY.

All I'm going to say is..
1. I really don't need all this nonsense
2. I am disappointed and I got proven right/wrong - whatever I really don't care.
3. Every girl deserves and SHOULD be pursued and desired after.  No chasing/snatching/stealing/etc the dude.
4. I do not owe anyone a living - If I should owe anyone anything, that would be Jesus.  I owe everything to Him.  That's it.
5.  Do not ever ever ever try to twist and your words and push the blame on me and imply that I'm a slut/whore/mistake/whatever you're trying to imply.
6.  Becos, I am not. 
7.  Also, you really don't want to do that because you really don't want me to unleash hell on you.

I mean every single word I've said and if you dare to touch any of my friends, I will not let it go.
I'm a fighter and I will stand my ground.  I will never ever back down. 
I am not a pushover, slut, whore, or whatever you think I am.

Remember that. or Regret it.


Just as Bono sings, "How can you stand next to the truth and not see it"

so it's saturday. and i haven't done any work at all yet. this is bad.  saturdays are for me to study and REST. but as you can tell, resting has taken a whole day. this is bad. arggggh.

let's see. the week has been one busy one. as usual. but oh thankgod there were nights where i could just head home to rest (which i clearly did.)

i've been thinking about this week and it's gotten me a bit too, down. perhaps. maybe.


have you ever wondered if the decisions you've made are really the right ones?  or, if you know they are right then why do you not feel happy? or just questions that flood your puny mind?  i have so many questions and my mind gets flooded all the time and i can't stop thinking.  i am constantly thinking and thinking and thinking - if i have said the right things/made the right choices/whispered right words/thought right thoughts/etc.  do you feel that way too?  i do - most of the time!

just a small shoutout to my friends - you know who you are.  thank you so much for coming alongside me, comforting me, giving me hugs, bringing me out, spending time with me, texting/im-ing/fb-ing me to check how i've been for the last two weeks.  wow two weeks have passed huh.  it's pretty amazing if you ask me.  how quickly and how slowly time flies without you knowing.  seems like we all live in a vacuum and it's so empty but at the same time not that empty afterall.

i'd like to say that after all that has happened (with regards to everything that has happened) i am feeling a lot better.  i've been moving along slowly but most definitely moving.  never looking back, always looking forward.  guarding myself once more; even stronger harder and carefully.  things have been amazing in every possible way ever and my pathetic bod has finally taken a break and i've been resting a lot more, not thinking too much and yes, focusing on school as well.

i have been amazing, well maybe not the part where i have to man the Poptart guestlist counter tonight but..
how are you?  how about you?  has the week been amazing to you?
if it hasn't, not to worry!  always keep looking forward and never look back! :)

happy depavali and have a great weekend lovely people.
xoxo
 

1.2. My tolerance of stupidity = low but not as bad as Z's honestly cos he's the real Hitler.
1.3. Perhaps that's why we're so hard on ourselves cos we cannot tolerate stupidity.

2.2. battery life depletes on its own at an amazing rate before you can even blink your eyes
2.3. it heats up on its own!!!!!
2.4. i'm convinced it has a life of its own really.

3.2. but that also reminds me that I need to polish up my thesis proposal
3.3. so i can call my supervisor and set a meeting asap
3.4. his name intimidates me also. (haha random fact)

+ + + + + +++++++++++ ++++ ++ +   +   ++ + + + +     +     +++++   + + + +    +  +  +   +  + + +      +  + + + + + +
yes, i am back in the social networks. but i am also stronger and definitely with a much better plastered heart.  it's been quite a week.  once again, the usual cycle of tiredness consumes me.  however, i've been going through a tough week and been making time for myself.  i actually went to watch 2 movies (in an awesomely long time) (500) Days of Summer with bella and Inglorious Basterds with zydiva!  i have amazingly put on so much weight that ziig is probably shaking his head very badly as my discipline fades away. but this week, is a new week. and i shall control my diet, try to squeeze in some exercise and watch more movies after doing my work. i can do this!

today i was at shangri-la hotel having hi-tea. and i have to say, i'm awfully stuffed that i feel so guilty for eating so much.  i love tea, sashimi, desserts and ham. haha. i love spending weekends with the girls like that and it makes me really happy.  (note to self:buy heels and dress really soon.)  the folks collected the maid today.  she's already sleeping as i type and she seems nice.  everything has been going smooth so far. we'll see what happens tmr but tmr is always a better day.  we should always look forward and never back.  never.look.back.

shawn dear is coming to visit me tmr. i wish n could make it as well. :/ miss that little princess.  i miss all my friends - friends whom i was really close with before but neglected due to whatever reasons.  i also miss just spending time alone.  i miss having so much time in the world.  i miss alot of things but i've learnt that while it's ok to miss a lot of things, it's also very important to be able to know that we, as individuals have grown in some way and have at the same time, moved on.

life is always about moving on.  having the courage to do the right things when you are always having to struggle/fight with that inner nudging that something is wrong within your spirit.  it is about being able to love and being able to let go when it is time to do so.  having the strength to stand for what you believe in and to stick to your values and principles.  nobody said it was going to be easy but you can do it. 

i'm excited to start the new week.  though it's going to be one crazy thought processing filled week for all my work...... with chicken essence and my bed, i can do this. hahaha.  i'm off to watch some movie/drama before i sink into my bed and dream sweet dreams.  have an awesome conversation with my Lover and my angels.  i'm so thankful for the blessings in my life no matter how small or 'insignificant' they may appear.  but i believe that every little bit of blessing in my life counts for something that speaks volume.  who are you fighting against really - the Creator of the heavens and the earth, the Creator of you and i.  i'd rather not fight against that thankyouverymuch.

have a good night's rest and hopefully i'll start uploading pictures soon!
you, my lovely friends, rock my world - i've had an awesome weekend.
goonight and sweet dreams.



xoxo

So, I graduated and had my convocation on Monday at the damn ass far Singapore Expo.  Then again, it wasn't THAT far since I stay near the east. HURHURHURHURHURHURHUR.

Here you go, pictures from the day.  The school also gave Yasmin (RIP) a posthumous diploma which was sweet of the school.  And err, yeah.  Anyway, two weeks to Tolstoy essay.. have to start on thesis.. Arts Law class this week was fun.  My lecturer is damn funny seriously.  ARGH. Look at the time. Have to head out soon but the weather is damn good to sleep in!!!!!! :(

Until then, enjoiiiiiiiiiiii!
 

 

the silly things we do in the name of love.